POLKADOTS, SHOPPING, MAKEUP, THE GIRLY GIRL WERKZ. =)

:)

2009-07-20T00:05:00.002+08:00

awesome secrets

2009-07-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

friday was awesome, saturday morning was even more awesome and saturday was awesome also :D cheese beedeebah :) sunday was awesome too i just went shopping like some mad cow damages like alot ask gwen hahaha rawr i'm waiting for someone to reply now yay i'm shifting tonight :p kekeke no time i'm going to "renovate" update later bye X)

&learnfromthebest:p

(:

2009-07-16T23:47:00.005+08:00

I'M DAAAAAYUM HAI NAO K:

to you know who you are because i'm talking to you on the phone now and i asked you to go look your see see you lag dolt teeheehee:
i know that you know and you know that i know and we're going to pretend we both dont know to see what happens next (: heeheehee. dont pretend you dont.
do you know that i knew before you knew that i knew about you knowing that i knew? :D
heeheehee. i love you hug and kiss <3

:) cheese bee dee bah

&itsbetweenmeandyouforeverandnow(:

HOY.

2009-07-16T22:36:00.004+08:00

i dont to respond to the nameless witheth the bad engrish (:
i wont stoopeth as loweth as ewe peeple :x

TAG REPLIES

gen: you no hair until cannot no hair :D
sandy: SORRY VONKY :D
gwengy: YOU BALD LIKE EGG! :D
adam: ME :)
dan: okay fine i link you up now dont craii :D

today was farnn ttm! :)
i realised i look like jin HAHAHA :D
omg omg omg!!!
and and today it rained like some mad momok :/
daaayum!

MONSTERS FTW!

cant vait for sat! and liketh sunday maybe :D
yay.

&buaixzx

BASKET.

2009-07-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

quote from *******:
tell yada to FUCK OFF and die.

quote from ******:
dont waste your time thinking about this anymore.

quote from *********:
yada's not worth it man.

quote from *********:
seriously mel.

quote from chings:
nevermind date me lor!

mel says:
okay. your mother no hair :D

guess whos and fill in blanks :p

today was makan makan makan :)
sheet i havent take chem test i'm a dead duck tmr i forgot to see mr tan today :(
gah.
sucks ballzxzxzx.

aft school was MORE makan with CAJC :D
yay!

and and tgr maybe xtine and col if he's not heenee-fied :/

gah!

i screwed up geog tests and it was super funny cause when everyone was flapping about to get their paper back i made noise too and when people started to ask me how much i got i told them i didnt take the test.
HAHAHA! classic.

and gen still has murderous intention towards me i swear :/

i cant wait for sat,
and,

cant wait for next friday hahaha someones gonna be an old bird k <3
but i'll still love you. hair or no hair. awwwww.

aghghghg. bheem called he heard about w/e la.
so so so he was like stunned cause i sounded "alive".
er thanks?

hahaha!
so irritating right?
no la k i take it back donch craii :x

i'm going to get married now bye :D

&yadayadayada(:

home

2009-07-13T12:05:00.002+08:00

i'm home now cause i almost died from the cramps and migranes from just now.

causes? hahaha. internal.

i feel like puking though.

i'm hungry but i dont feel like eating cause i'll probably throw that up too.

shit.

i'm gonna be missing the chemistry test today,

and geog is on tomorrow.

i'm just praying like mad next year will be bettur ;)

cant wait.

and sandy,

i think i'm going the same part as you're going,

if i can go la but its quite set alrdy :/

which i will,

and i must.

i must.

and i must increase my,

*gwen you're laughing now i know fill in the blank*

haha.

okay i whacked two panadol actifasts and menstrual.

i still feel woozy?!!!

chings called tho to ask me how dead i was :)

haha.

i told her i was nearly there.

and she said she'd eulogy-ise me.

miss chings. miss van. miss ollie.

but ollie is miles away now :( no hair! :'(

chings says she'll pop by this week to take me out be jealous chings boyfee :D

yayness.

so basically,

this week only consists of today, thursday, and the weekend for me.

for now la :/

gah!

still camping on the bleddy agent because if boleh(Y),

well,

gwen knows the "windfall" i'll get from momo and vati v^^v

(Y)

win.

and i'm scared of later.

fullstop.

but i will be strong and macho like pop your eye liddat :/

maybe.

&letsnotmakethisgoodbye

tomorrow

2009-07-12T23:20:00.003+08:00

tonight i'll fall and you'll be there to catch me.

but tomorrow,

i'll fall,

and you might not be there,

arms outstretched,

anymore.

i'm praying, and hoping, and wishing, and dreaming.

but this time,

we'll use our heads,

not our hearts.

i love you.

&iwanttobewithyouforeverbut

rot day

2009-07-12T21:59:00.005+08:00

i was totally dying today :(

boo my hoohoo :(

eeee. chem test tmr. *dies*

btw,

i love you.

i really do.

i miss you very very very very very much and i want you "back" so badly but i dont want to go through so much of the "torture" again.

do you get it? i want to change, and i want you to change too. i'll just hope for the best then because i think i've used up all my tears already :'(

&i'mjustgoingtohopeandprayandwait):

ATAS

2009-07-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

today was ATAS day :)

shiokshiok.

met vann<3 for HC coffee then atas not enough we went to double bay(!!!) for makan :D

omg the fish. was. damn. nice. and the strawberry w/e thing ^^ sedap! :]

then we walked like mad dogs to the other frigging end of the world hahaha I JOKE.

and saw some goons waiting for a pianist :D

then met chingxzxzxzx(L) and ollie(L) t'was more walking and ollie wanted to buy handbags HAHAHA and then MORE walking to MORE makan which i didnt partake in i was so friggin full like whale liddat :)

super super fun :)

and muji!!!!
and chingzxzx went almost as apeshit as me hahaha!

then cabbed home :D

yay. today was frigging fun i want to go to chingxzxz house soon B-)
to watch my sweaty hot angmoh fellas :]

and i'm not mousehunting anytime soon :)
and i'm not going for lady gaga :]
but i'll still go support sarah(L)

agency agency where are you?!

:<

&yadahyadahyadah!

ION

2009-07-11T13:24:00.002+08:00

i want to simpang, town, barrage and dempsaye nao.

because gwen and sandy prolly can guess why.

kekeke.

its so crazy yet its almost confirmed?

i dunno.

my parents said yes,

now we just have to work,

and wait.

fingers crossed and numbed,

today will be a better day :]

&thetearsfromlastnightaredrying

cold stone

2009-07-11T12:19:00.001+08:00

maybe
what if

&takeitbacknowthatyou'rehere

2 hours

2009-07-11T10:05:00.002+08:00

i slept for two hours lastnight/thismorning.

i tossed and turned but i just couldnt fall asleep.

i feel like i'm going to snap,

into a million fucking bits,

soon.

&whydoyoudothistome?

MAKAN!!

2009-07-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

today i ate for about two and a half hours non stop like some mad rabid pig along with risking an attack from a certain moomoocowhoneybunny !!

ate. and ate. and ate.

school was mundane but that will change :D

cept after la. when i tried to be tarzan which was totally UNCALLED for.

i was just bored. really. it was peer pressure. hahaha. i feel so whale-y now thanks la all of you.

JOTY.

and

i'm out of sanitiser.

gg.

*inserts your mother no hair*

hahaha. today rocked balls. seriously.

i realised i havent had such girlnonsense for so long :)

well loves i'm back in the land of pink/ifyoudontlikepinkinsertyourfavouritecolorhere lovely to the max :D

i'm really happy now and pushing whatever things that are blackening my blue clouds outta mah head :D

*outtamahouttamahhead*

thanks to the fab four today and tgt we're like fantastic 5 ^^v

and i found out this thingy which is/might/hopefully change my future for like ever :)

i love you gwen/gen/sandylikitdachavonks/connie to the max :]

i'm so happy like now.

talking to vann who agrees with me on everything i told her abt today :)

love her 2tmt!

i'm like love-ing everything now probably cause i'm like really high and it feels great to find an even bigger more fanbloodytastic goal :D

i cant frigging wait i hoping like mad okay bye everyone!!!

btw fan5 when i reached home i finally told alot of secrets :)

HAHAHA! i got larger capacity! :p

k BAI.

&yippeekiyaymothafuckerzxzx!(:

catching flies

2009-07-08T21:53:00.001+08:00

today i caught flies with my mouth agape and i learned the art of patience :]

two more days! :p

omg omg omg! :D

yay whaddafug i cant wait!

&shiokshiokshiok!(:

HOMEDAY (:

2009-07-07T17:57:00.002+08:00

today was is am home all frigging day and i'm like beginning to sprout mould or something.
i'm eating peanut butter with a tablespoon and i feel like a bachelor :/

sucks.

i actually miss human interaction being home for two days in a row is NOT CUTE.
srsly.
i'm tired and drugging myself with my meds :(
and cough sneeze sleeping my day away.

total sheit.

i really dont like today.

its not a good day no it aint.

on the bright side i ordered macdonald's to munch and the delivery guy was cutekinda hahaha.

see?

that was how "bright" my sademoday was.

srsly :(

but i made a new base for my trap! :D
yayme!

k i'm beginning to bore myself.

bai.

&imissallofewe(:

=

2009-07-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

sucks. today sucks. sucks. sucks.

i hate today.

i'm sick and dying.

what the FRIGG.

today sucks.

&fuckthisshit

2009-07-06T17:09:00.002+08:00

here is an excerpt of what nichbaby and i talked about today.

BLOW BY BLOW D:

warning the content below may be extremely disturbing.

discontinue reading should you feel any discomfort or shock,

or have things against ahlians :)

-BEGIN-

nick PUNDET #1 says:

wai ar euuu so set

-i was like whurt??!-

♀ ♥aeikostx ♥ ♂ says:

set

is this a twit contest i hear

it is awn

-stupid me instigating my own murder-

nick PUNDET #1 says:

(sad)

- revelation-

♀ ♥aeikostx ♥ ♂ says:

i is set

-still suicidal-

nick PUNDET #1 says:

COME LA FARK

-lol i actually laughed at this line-

♀ ♥aeikostx ♥ ♂ says:

beecause

mai babeee

took

17 hours

to tiao mee he lurbb me

-a totally failed twit explanation on my "setness"

nick PUNDET #1 says:

Oh maii godx!~~ euU aCutAlLy CowunTed arhxX~~?

-JAW DROPS OFF HOLY SHEIT WHADDA FUG?!!!!-

nick PUNDET #1 says:

i last time mix with those type of ppl

u wan to plae with me ah

i can TWEET

-explanation-

♀ ♥aeikostx ♥ ♂ says:

oh my god babeh

whyeE ewe CAn Tweetzczx sO pRo de

-i still dont give up-

nick PUNDET #1 says:

BeE-C0S mii iSh guUd mahxX~~

-i worry about the possibility of possession-

♀ ♥aeikostx ♥ ♂ says:

hU Sayxzxz Ewe IsH GuuD

-GUUD?!-

nick PUNDET #1 says:

eIi SayS sO De woRxX~~!

-~~~~-

♀ ♥aeikostx ♥ ♂ says:

aii lUrbbxch Ewe Wor BaBee

-waits in anticipation-

nick PUNDET #1 says:

miI luRbXx euU toO woRxX~~ eUu mii DaR daR woRxX~

-OH MY GOD-

-CUT-

ya!

oh me god right?!

totally like some ahlian!

hahaha.

i almost fainted.

never will i underestimate the power of nicks twitting.

omg.

k i got a fever, and cough cold and stomach cramps.

so i'm going to the doctor

to get pills and stuff

and i cant go to school tmr

i think

or i'll go,

and they'll send me home.

wtf.

this sucks balls.

i wanna eat chicken porridge! :(

i'm going to find ammo nao!!!

&iloveyoueverythingwillbealright(:

DAWG

2009-07-06T14:03:00.001+08:00

SHEIT i'm like falling dogass sick :(

i hope its not heenee :[

&fevercoughcoldheadache

acceptance

2009-07-06T12:02:00.001+08:00

today will be a mouldy day :(

nevermind :)

me and bibsykins shalt mug our cup jugs together <3

&alli'mgoingtodonowisacceptwhaticantchange

bahdahbingbahdahboom!

2009-07-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

ADAAAAAM! LOOKIE HERE!

BADABINDBADABOOM! :)

word of the week! :D

yayboomboomshizzlefoschizzleyonizzlexzxzxchikachikapowwowchingchangchong! :D

k today went to gerald's church thingumee damn funny ironic i know thanks dont remind me jeshua/nich.

HAHAHA.

the plot was like EVIL k! :p

however we ARE sometimes, dirtay rags.

so must wash wash wash abit once in a while :p

then met A&A and went to velocity to makan and plan to shave bald and watch some poor toddler chick go bald for cancer and I'M FRIGGIN SORRY IF YOU'RE OFFENDED THAT I DIDN'T GO BALDY LIKE SOME EGG TOO but i like having hair on my head TYVM!

haha.

maybe when i'm like older? or more ballsy? :p

kekeke!

then went to haji haji haji and totally got shagged/delirious and today we tried SWEET MELON MINT and CHERRY sedap sedap!!

and and and then wasted our lives there for damn long but was hugging nichbibs like some super cuddly scrumdiddlyumptious stuffed toy so time flew faster! :D

then to bugis hahahaha! yinggyyang and i were DYING in the bleddy queue for the toilet near J.&CO or smthing the donut shop thingumee.

the toilet = 3 sad cubicles.

but,

like two people in two of the cubes were like having explosive diahorrea or severe boulder constipation idk so only one was like openable and closable?!!

yeah.

wthh!

and then i went off to grammies and met COURTNAYE<3>

k i'm like still hungry so i fried an egg to eat :)

yay!

and the boyfriend is dota-ing again i swear the game is evil!!! :<

&baibaiilazybolditalicsiedijustfoundoutsomethingDULAN!

saturday binge

2009-07-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

today was a eat eat eat sleep nap eat bathe work eat day.

full stop exclaimation mark.

HAHA.

thats all really hopefully tomorrow i'll get more fresh air :)

i miss you nicholas ngoh tze yung plenty much already!!!!! :D

hahaahahahaha!

i'm laughing too much.

=.=

-NAO-

i'm like sitting with wet hair looking like some drowned rat with a yellow turban of a hellass big towel which is making me tilt my head in a wonky angle to balance the brute and thus giving me a neck cramp owowow.

-cut-

and then i'm like tired so screw with the blow drying of me hair.

oh and MY PHONE IS SPOILT THANKS TO ADAM/NICH SO MY SCREEN CANT SEE SHIT CEPT LIKE TWO LCD CRACK LINES IF YOU GOT ANYTHING TO SAY TAH ME CALL ME AIIGHT THANKS :)

k my head damn pain and i got stomach cramps i'm going to bed to rot and dai bai! <333

&iloveyoualotbaby(:

<3 LOVE.

2009-07-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

today was freaking bloody fun oh my god barbequed chicken wings!

best day i had in ages and i smiled like non-stop. almost wonder-bloody-ful day the sun was like hot but i felt not the heat :p

the birds were singing yadayadayada!

today is a happy day yay i can die happy now HAHAHA today was great awesome fun fantastic haha yay i love you nicholas ngoh tze yung thanks for today bibikins you are like one heavenhell of an awesome boyfriend i love you i love you i love you i love you! <333

i'm like super high nao hahahahaha yay! yay! YAYBLOODYYAY!

oh mah god happy like mad cow just saw fresh yummy grass liddat yay yay yay! :D

k ya YAY hahaha i love you i love you i love you my honeybumsugarplumboyfriend to infinity bloodymax yay! :)

heeheehee stupid-smile-spaz-grin i love you baby you're my frigging everything hahahahahah! :D

omg omg omg i feel like i'm going to BURST from pure exhilaration o mah giddy god!!

HAHAHA YAY!

bai world i'm going to call my boyflen nao! :D

*skips off like some happy cock*

&ailurbbxcheweforbloodyever! :)

remind me

2009-06-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

and i am reminded by how much i love you and how important you are to me and how and why we've lasted to long.

happy 2 year 3 month anniversary in a little short of an hours' advance baby.

i love you very much.

forever :)

&tomorrowwillbecrazygreatboomshizzle

2nd day

2009-06-30T20:44:00.002+08:00

-OY COLCOLCOL!-

colin choo i derail you >:(

urgh. BUM!!!!! :] i boil your balls!

-*slapback*-

anyway.

today was okay okay drifted through school like a leaf,

mornang i was waiting for nich yada and adam was being all nice and waited with me :]

yay adam!

and he likes my BOIL YOUR BALLS line :)

and aft sch walked nichbibs to BCC and then walked to pp to w8 for gwen and likitylocketyvonks :D

hahaha.

met josh&novia&hisaunty first and talked/laughed/waited.

and then went to mos to binge like a mad CS :/

now i'm like bloody bloated cause i ate like nuggets and chicken and clam chowder and potato croquette and milk tea etcetc.

AND LIKE DURING SS LECTURE *snore*

we had like a test,

and my stubbid stomach kept growling like an angry mad bear -.-

urgh k.

urgh.

ACAI! thought it was a thunderstorm.

and gwengy found it funny.

whaliao.

srsly loud 2tm :/

mernahmernah.

k tomorrow will be better :D

i'm quite sure ;]

&afewmorehours!!!

1st day back and tweedlekegs

2009-06-29T21:05:00.011+08:00

Today was fine for a first day of school, had ayg. Yadah. Yadah.

the relay was anticlimatic and school was uneventful and then i went to eat prata with the JAJN.

and then i walked nichbibs home and plodded home too.

despite the freezing breeze as we walked, clothes sticking onto our bodies like flies on fly paper,

i wasnt cold, not one bit :]

it was all warm and fuzzy when you said those words to me.

i love you.

always will. forever :)

&shiokshioksedap

LAST DAY OF FRIGGIN HOLIDAYS :D

2009-06-28T21:38:00.003+08:00

today was good cause i watched transformers! :D

megan deniese fox! woohoo!

but NICHOLASNGOHBOYFRIEND kept singing in ball twisting pitches so i guess he misses MJ too!

HAHAHA.

i take insult that my muffling him with my jacket doesnt help, much.

but when megan foxs' name appeared on the screen at the end of the show,

he stopped for like 293 seconds and stared in AWE at the words.

so you can imagine his reaction when he SAW her.

LOL.

[imagine me watching chuck bass, ON THE BIG SCREEN]

yeah so it was GREAT and SUPER LONG *cough*

hahaha.

and then it was homey homey home :/

note :

i need my capo still :(

-cut-

this week will be like MURDRE max :'[

GEEGEE.

oh and i washed my bag! :p

yay gwen! now i can use your spray! :D

whee!

and like tomorrows the ayg dingdong :/

and friday is "grago"-party?! :D

shiok.

k nao i go bathe and all and pack bag kiasu abit :)

BYE SEE YOU ALL TOMORROW I'M GOING TO WAKE UP DAMN EARLY TO DO MY HAIR ^^v

&iloveyoubabyi'msorryifiletyoudown

question mark sad face

2009-06-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

i hate this feeling.

i despise it like a cat despises a bath.

and i'm forced into it still.

but i have no frikin claws to scratch back,

or crawl out.

T&FF.

&qmsf

MICHAEL JACKSON! rip.

2009-06-27T17:13:00.005+08:00

he's the KING OF POP.

but i think he deserves to be the KING OF DANCE TOO.

watch.

MICHAEL JACKSON. BILLIE JEAN!! <3

and i will agree with the FOREVER CAPTION thanks.

this was before he thought that taking a shower in bleach would enhance him :<

he was probably the first person EVER to introduce/invent the pop lock style.

i mean, in THOSE times people wouldda probably thought you'd be having a fit or smthng.

and his feet. OH MAH GOD.

sharp as hell movements which were like BOOMBOOM FRIKIN POW.

and who else could sing in such blood-curdling-ball-binding-ear-bleeding pitches?

HE IS ADMIRED.

the video : 1.31 to like 33-ish is kinda gay though like a girl who just saw alex evans or smthng.

BUT,

3.45 to 3.47 MOONWALK!!!! OH MY GOSH!

and, well i'll admit he was hot,

until he plasticised himself.

but he will still,

and always be a legend.

RIP MJ!

OH MY GOD.

2009-06-26T18:46:00.004+08:00

my "lovely" man just called.

AND HE TOLD ME HE SHAVED HIS FRIKIN HEAD BALD.

yes. BALD.

and that was when i lost it.

i was all like :

OH MY GOD WHY THE HELL DID YOU OH MY GOD WHAT THE NOW I'M GONNA LOOK LIKE I'M WITH AN OVERGROWN BABY CAUSE THATS WHAT ALL BALD MEN LOOK LIKE OH MY GOD BABY OH MY GOD WERE YOU POSSESSED OR SOMETHING?!

ctrl-c ctrl-v.

etc etc.

and then he was like :

LOL joking nia la.

there are times i feel like killing that boy!!

yeah and from all the shouting now my throat hurts :[

BUT!

then WIN thing is that he said,

"stay at home tonight okay? i got a surprise for you"

and i like melted.

YAY!

-note-

baby with hair or without i'll still love you even though i might react as adversely as a snail who goes for a swim in salt water but i'll still love you if i'm mucus :D hahaha.

but i prefer you with hair though. thanks.

:) muah muah.

-cut-

HAIR, is GOOD.

YAY! now i shall await later eagerly :p

&iloveyou

2009-06-26T13:32:00.001+08:00

miss him max

2009-06-26T12:55:00.004+08:00

i really miss nich.

i havent seen him all freaking week.

and i miss him.

and i dont know how else to convey how much i'm missing him,

because those words are missing too.

i miss him.

very much.

&imisshim

kopi

2009-06-26T01:03:00.003+08:00

i'm drinking like irish cream now so i'm a little trigger happy :D

good stuff.

the KOPI LA.

not the alcohol.

boo bloody hoo :'<

and k so today some fatherfudgecake stalker was like creeping the sheit out of me.

NH.

i like freaked out 2tm!!!

yup. so i'm gonna ask like eddie to go sit on him or something

^^v

JOKING MAN!

but STILL i'm gonna find a way,

to kill him,

and rip his balls out,

and double boil his testicles,

and make him drink it.

muahaha.

fudgethat.

i shall just ask NICH,

my MEGAMAN,

to go box him.

HAHAHA get it?

-looks into cup-

k maybe this has alcohol.

idk.

-cut-

tomorrow will be,

BORAAANG.

and sad :<

and BOR-bloody-ING.

update later?

maybe.

-forYINGGYANG-

stay strong i KNOW that this week/weeks have not been easy for you,

but things will get better :]

-cut-

i know i'm damn nice i know ^^v

&bananas!

PAYNE!

2009-06-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

my eyes are like poofy and like itchy and pain everything whattheflubber.

srsly.

and i've realised i've been like dl-ing music in excessiveness.

oh well,

"good stuff, good stuff." i quote.

heh.

today was,

eating bananas in excessiveness,

learning how to do the bird dance and hoedown throwdown and soulja boys dance.

haha,

and work.

-.-

ciao for now, today was/is gna be updated later!

SOUNDING MY HORN!

&thestupidmousedidntsetoffmytrap=.=

cherry cherry boom boom

2009-06-25T12:04:00.001+08:00

:] anberlin and lady gaga :]

YAY!

&letshavesomefunthisbeatissickiwannatakearideonyourdiscostick

hang la fudge.

2009-06-24T11:20:00.002+08:00

i just realised that i add "can"'s into questions but not statements.

thus i am not an ah lianxzxzcxcz worcxzczc. can.

who invented zxczcczczczxczczxczxc or hczxczczczcz?

and my com is hanging i update propahllaye l8er.

&baibananas

makan.

2009-06-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

i feel like supper but vann is across a pathetic excuse of "ocean".

&stumbletumbleandfallwillyoucare?

2009-06-23T17:00:00.002+08:00

♀ ♥aeikostx ♥ ♂ *PHANTASMAGORIA* says:

you are like a bum can

>:(

cheat my feelings

jeshua! says:

haha

nono

today red bean

no green bean ma'am

yesterday was peanut

conversations of the year srsly.

&talkingtojeshuacancausehighbloodpressure.

morning calls fail :]

2009-06-23T12:14:00.002+08:00

today i woke up to like 16 missed calls. WIN.

hahaha.

cause my phone was on silent. WIN AGAIN.

and i was in a ball under my blacket cause it was damn cold and i was to lazy to take the control from the door. FIRST PLACE.

then i woke up to call back but the mate missed my 2 calls and on the third was awake from the nap. TROPHY.

man i really dunno why we gotta wait so frikin long for transformers!!! just hand it over already man :/

but today will be a mugpaintmugpaint day again. with hopefully some help (!!!) (Y)

other than that it will be as boring as an explanatory lecture of dota hahaha. i joke.

i got this banging headache a rockstar would be proud of and like poofy eyes AGAIN. tres pissante.

oh well. off to woodshed. TTYL.

&willyouevenbotherasking?

-

2009-06-22T13:48:00.003+08:00

today.

int. then the new acs are coming in. then mug paint mug paint sleep.

tmrw i gotta do the headboard.

urgh.

rushrushrush.

&theworstpartisthatyou'renothere

ws hardcore

2009-06-22T01:04:00.002+08:00

i just finished like hours of woodshedding.

i'm like totally drained of my creative juices but i shall persevere :D

for like the next five minutes.

yay!

today had lunch at botak jones bedok with godma and godpa and co co co it was dang good sedap sedap :)

it was an on off thing cause i woke up and my eyes were like friggin fishballs and all so i skipped mass HAHAHA and then also for another reason which i shall not bother disclosing.

then to the other side @ changi then yada and dinner then home fullstop.

today was boring.

but i learnt new chords and all and i'm like rushing "fyp" urgh.

stressed out havent rly touched my hol homework. ah shit.

quote from gwengypops : "i'm going to sound my horn now"

and that i shall.

hahaha. bai.

&stoprunningitsgettingsohardformetocatchup

CLICKCLICK

2009-06-21T23:58:00.005+08:00

HAI PPL VOTE FOR EXTENDED HOLIDAYS THEN CLICK ON SECOND LINK TO VOTE AGAIN YAY! :D

VOTE(: <3
voteagain!

&hahaha

ghosts of girlfriends and pasts

2009-06-21T10:36:00.003+08:00

floorleaf :]

aye. so ytd we went to watch ghosts of girlfriends past it was good and yes i cried like my pet fish died or smthng [btw i dont have fish haha] but it was funnaye and touching and all and i liked it :D

4/5!

and then we went to sit by the river and all and talked and i took this bomb picture hahaha.

then i went home to eat bananas and brownies.

transferring really frikin good newblood bands onto my phone now yay :D

and i'm gonna watch disney i'm missing mah show :]

&we'restillclosebabywhatchutalkingaboutyesterdaywasjustalapseiloveyoutoo

mellow.

2009-06-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

hello you :]

today was super super marshy mellowed out. but tomorrow will be better. i know fer sure :]

so i shalt await my serenade from my prince ;)

i love you ♥

&yadahoohayadayada

waiting. again.

2009-06-15T19:47:00.004+08:00

We’d be so less fragile

If we’re made from metal

And our hearts from iron

And our minds from steel

and our teeth built in with anesthesia

i put on the bottom row today and i was eating cheesecake and i bit the left end cube thing out.

and now it feels like i have this perpetual bit of nut in between my bottom canine and molar. sucks.

and my two front teeth of the bottom row dont hurt but i have this nagging urge to chew continuously on something or bite the hell out of nothing cause of the irritating throbbing i'm feeling now.

at least the colors are nice [pink,orange; blue,greem; top+bottom respectively]

urgh. so now i'm like frustrated from the nagging waves of irritationism??

hahaha.

anyway i missed tel megiddo ytd sorry kristian and sarah!!

but i went out with nichbibsypops and jazzyschmaz :]

fun we walked, made noise (me), ate, coffee-d etcetc we're all so mad.

and and then me and babybum sent jazzyspaz home cause the girl is like good.

*crickets*

and then we went to watch "blood" the vampire thingum.

we wanted to watch ghost of girlfriends past but the seats sucked serious balls so we decided on "blood" instead.

it took me a while,

but i sorta figured out after oogling at the ticket, that the movie was M bloody 18.

and nichbum was like "dont anyhow la." blahblah sceptism blah blah.

and then he saw the poster.

and well, he shut up :]

KEKEKE^^

so we like flustered abit and bumped into geraldthebald a while and i messed with his chimass camera and the shots are on facebook <3 so "in mocca voice" : "CLICKCLICK."

-i divert for a while-

did i mention that i find that damn irritating and when i didnt see the ad or hear of such redickshit before and i thought my computer was going glitchy? ya. and like wth. stewpid mocca.

k we got in the theatre like easy as pie after laughing upon revelation that it was m18 like maddogs on crack. which is what i sort of look like now because i've resorted to biting a lump of tissue like a chew toy and i think i need one srsly cause like it muffels the irritation which is increasing in intensity and its becoming something not like pain but along the lines of you get it peeps? urgh. and the bit off bracket(i think thats what its called) well the little bastard is spinning when i chew on things and the wire is hanging out like a hungry byotch waiting to stab my cheek walls. and i stabbed my finger with her already after trying to spin the cube back. on the plus side i can like see the other side which is quite cool cause its like shiny and all and SHUT UP MEL back to the movie.

-back-

well it was OKAAY i guess the blood was cgi-ed OBVIOUSLY and she killed 184718964148184 demons and then her momo and that was it really. i guess what added brownie points was its outrageous rating of m18 because even left for dead was more gory and grotesque but oh well welcome to singapore.

i wanna watch the missisippi haunt movie thing it looks dang good kekeke ^^

okay. now my teeth hurt.

poothybum.

which reminds me,

nich you scared the hell out of me ytd at like midbloodynight if you even remember and i was so nice and sweet and caring and loving about it so you owe me a super date :]

hahaha. i joke.

i love you.

you are forgiven for the scarefest :D

-EDIT-

i just pinched on a bit of my momos fried fish and the wire stabbed me like a bamboo stick to a lump of satay meat and i grimaced in pain so i had to clench my teeth. right? and holycamolehell i almost fainted from the magnitude of epic pain.

blarddyfruitbasket.

-CUT-

&youaremineandiamyoursscrewthechinesesayings<3

sun and shop :)

2009-06-14T13:56:00.004+08:00

the words say it all :) i love you gwengypoodypops!

cheese!

[ben says i look like i have a navy green dick but oh what the hell screw him i disagree my legs skinny mah :] kekeke. and this was when the world rolled its eyes]

i'm going to the pc fair now with nichbibikinzeepops maybe hopefully probably can get a new lappie yes i want a mac i want i want i want want want.

then hugoboss with the shopaholic boyfriend and maybe more shopping for me too :)

ytds load : one num shirt 60++ and hair stuffe 12++ hahaha and eyeliner ifg.

haha

:o)

happy potatoes everyone!

GSS FTW!

&iloveyoubabybum:]

SWOON CITAYE.

2009-06-13T17:54:00.007+08:00

because i've actually did one page of a worksheet i decided to oogle and destress :)

HAHAHA!

HOTTIES!!!

.ALEX EVANS.

heeheehee RAWR back at choo!! :D

*lame attempt to imitate pose*

.ROBERT PATTINSON.

oh mah giddaye god :]

*DIES IN FLAME OF HIS SMOULDERING EYES*

.EDWARD GREGORY WESTWICK.

you spin my head right round right round :]

TEEHEEHEE

*stupid spaz grin*

best for last right? :]

HEHE.

and also,

for the boys out there,

.MEGAN DENISE FOX.

hehehe i will prevent myself from swooning too much lest nich starts to worry :]

HOTHOTHOT.

k enough lusting i'mma go eat dinner :)

ciao all.

&hawthawthawtcompulsion

peegs.

2009-06-13T13:19:00.000+08:00

i would like to know why boys sleep so much.

answers?

&snore!!

course :D

2009-06-12T18:21:00.003+08:00

bibsykins and me just finished a five course lunch :)

KEKEKE ^^

i cooked i know i'm an awesome girlfriend :D

then we played twister.

and he so totally didnt win.

i just happened to laugh and collapse!

rematch!! :D

yurp.

weekends lookin pretty bleak for me tmrs a goner but sunday is shopping with bibsy and ************ and ******* :)

yay!

cant wait! :D

k bai.

&goflykiteitwasabouttimeyougaveup

deathanddestitutionaldestructiondamn.

2009-06-11T09:38:00.002+08:00

today i woke up and i hurled.

thinthinthinthinthin.

NO LA I'M JOKING ABOUT THE SECOND LINE :]

but i did hurl for idk what reason like last nights salad and soup flew out like a waterfall D:

horrors.

so now i have like an ice pack on my head and my face is like swollen.

i think i put on weight so add "beached-whale" to that list too.

oh and i bought another guitar which gives me one unstringed drawn on artsy guit and one proper one but its still classical and i havent tuned it yet goddammit haha i go tune it nowish.

and i bought ANOTHER shelf cause it was blue.

haha. bad reason i know :P

and i bought a new airconditioner yay me no more hot sweaty nights :)

okayyyy that came out kinda wrong :D

life is pretty much phucking itself up for me now and i feel like i dont have the simplest control of even the simplest things.

k i'm gonna go back to talking to colinchootrain now :D

apparently the tickticks of my keyboard when i give nonchalant replies is pissing the piss outta him :)

still luvv you mate! <33

&bloodbloodwater

CALL :]

2009-06-10T17:00:00.002+08:00

i miss my baby and my baby misses me but i miss him more :]

&bye

:]

2009-06-10T15:00:00.002+08:00

homekidzxzxz chittyboomboompow :)

&yay!!

new

2009-06-10T14:51:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna buy a new airconditioner later,

maybe a laptop,

and a guitar.

i'm feeling quite the epitome of a rotting piece of fish.

floppy and gooey and wormey and all.

i miss you, and you, and you, and you, and you.

very much.

&umisbadright?

stupid sun

2009-06-10T13:24:00.002+08:00

i cooked rosti bratwrusts ommelettedeufromage blackpepperchickenstew and attempted to cook rice too.

i made alot. a share for two.

and i just finished one.

i'm going to start on the other soon.

havent started on the rice yet though.

still feeling like shit.

i dont know why i even tried only to hurt myself further.

&i'msickoftryingtiredofcryingyesi'msmilingbutinsidei'mdying

stomach bug :[

2009-06-09T22:20:00.007+08:00

my tarmmie is painful to th maximumest max :[

bloody bum so i took like 190470164891986 painkillers and all :[

sianxzxz.

i just threw up not funnaye :'[

i feel like i'm drying up or dehydrating or whatever :[

i think i ate something like bummy :{

however i bought a new shelf today thats all. productive not :(

i'm sad cause i'm like beginning to burn up and i miss 194710648969 people esp one hansum boy tres much :'{

and i learnt the river flows in you in like 15 mins hate me hahaha. but minus the specifics which i'm gonna work on now sorry court for thinking it a chingy song :)

i'm like sad today and i do not know why.

I am so scared of you now. I don’t know what you’ve become all you’ve done is hurt me today.

I cant take so many lashings. I’m not that tough. Stop, please. You’re turning into a monster.

&runawayandhide

just a little unwell :<

2009-06-09T00:34:00.005+08:00

oh bananas.

anber-bloody-lin in coming august shoot me now WHY WHY O LEVEL YEAR WHY i dont care i'm going to go yes my potatoes i will go :)

today was like,

MAD.

no further questions D:

for today :

and gwengypops i love you too you are mai BFFFF k cant wait for eoy and we can go to our phuketphuket to watch sunsetsunset i lurbbxchewe :x muakmuak.

ewe've alwayzxzx been there for me during every crazy scheme and plot which usually wont materialise and willing to do stupid things with me for no reason like cancans in nowheres and dress up in roomies and every bloody thing else i would be like so screwed w/o chewe <333

and deniese******* hahaha i know you're gna kill me for that hahaha but i still love you today was mad sorry i made you suffer from a near cardiac arrest :) BFFFF!! i lurbbxchewe :x muakmuak.

for all the candy and beefcake punches and the taptap fever! <333

NICHOLAS NGOH TZE YUNG i love love love you with all my hearts and rainbows and cluds forever and ever when i see you i get a little airy in my head and my heart skips 194719078184 beats :]

today i realised that baby no matter how you "flip",

you still meant the best for me :]

and it was the nicest sweetest thing you ever did when you did what you did just now :>

it was crazy but you were like my recurrent alarm cause i slipped off into my cluds again D:

k i love all you people to nutdust esp the last one hurhur :) donch jealous k g&d i love ewe too there are things that i can do w/yall and not with him and vice versa :]

KEKEKE^^

k BOMB i'm gonna sleep now i think i got like fever or sheit.

mernahyourmernah!

&thanksforbeingthereformeloveyouforever[:

same sampan as chew :[

2009-06-07T22:43:00.011+08:00

eeesh lamah camp ended ytd and it was fun but the bums havent uploaded the peekchas online yet :<

mernahmernahs all of ya! :D

hahaha. k all i rmb is like the nightwalk i like totally freaked 14891905710724 people esp juniors!!

kekeke^^

and the food was SEDAP 2TM! B-)

and the farewell was,

what can i say man.

DAMN SWEET I LOVE ALL OF YOU MY DARLING SEC THREES!! FOREVER K! :>

too tired to go into detail and i havent returned the discs yet so today i watched the exorcism of emily rose :p

heh.

awesome sheit and i'm w8eang for like some bargger to reply me :/

bum max today went to zion and whacked like two soyabeancurdw/seacoconut yummaye max woosh and great werr citaye and bought like poshass munchies and went to skin couture and momo promised me a pair of jeans from there if i get like better marks for prelims :] OH YEAH.

and i found this awesome pair of heels with like a zippy thing eff smexy but no size and it was like 60 plus?! motherarse :'<

i wanted to cry i was so pissed!!!!! :<

bought omfgg and now i gots like 38 songs alrdy plus the ones i downloaded life is beautiful :D

and gwengypoodypops would say,

let's all do the panic! D:

PEEKS SOON i've been EZBzee hahaha.

so yurp.

today was a good hair good face good no puff eye day :)

wasted max :<

still,

i had okayokay fun la!

k lurbbxcch all of ewes bai :>

&theesnewsmileyfaceawesomesheitmanilearntfromchewwarn:>

LATEZER :/

2009-06-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

its like late and i'm like tired to the eff infinitimumism :[

i havent packed for drama camp which is tmrw btw and i'm super tired to the skies and space.

motherbum :[

and update for wed is postponed to like next weekah or sundaye :)

URGH.

but i'm drinking hot chocolate and gna talk to nichbby later so it'll all be okay :)

i lurbbxch him to like itsybitsybits :p

today was eff fun bibiboom yayyayzapboomboompow! ^^

k bai.

&yadahoohaahorn! :]

KOPI & MUG(GERS) :]

2009-06-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

imma gna update the past two days it bits and drabs like bad constipation hahaha cause i no time edit pictures to make em pretty pretty =>

STUDY MADNESS MONDAY WITH BENNYBOY.

.SCENE OF BRAIN MASSACRE.

.SLEEP JUICE MUCH? HAHAHA.

funniest joke ever is that coffee apparently keeps you awake??

but aft drinking this over a span of two hours we were both damn shag so went home sleep hahahahahahaha NNH!

k more tmrw love you all i love you nicholas ngoh tze yung verraye alot muack muack 4ever :]

&niapniap

:]

2009-06-03T12:02:00.002+08:00

ytd damn nonsense 2TM hahahaha i love you all veh much forever big hug big kiss but someone came DAMN DAMN DAMN late kekeke but thankyous for walking me all th way slash halfway back from bedok hahaha damn cock all of you but you all are always there for me k i'll lend you all my hair things forever hahaha even tho one dont need it hahaha ninaohia and the other will like strangle me but i love you all k i'm like damn happy that i got lovers like you guys you'll always be my bytches k forever and ever and i'll come save you all when you need to be saved hahaha all my bimbos and coffee people and ytd i found out that i'm related to the bar boss damn coolio i put pictures later kthxbai :]

&XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

cont'd

2009-05-29T14:00:00.001+08:00

k so i've slept like a dead duck and i'm relatively awake now :) tomorrows drama camp for which i havent packed yet but heres the break down of my PTM ytd D:

met mrs koh and yada talkked and oh my god i only passed english.

I KNOW. what the godmnh!!

then had to go see mr tan who was like quite chillchill 2tm.

then the VP who was like quite funnaye but like nice? idk.

okay. that was like a crapass description of whatever happened.

the thing is, like after 239571864751094 rounds of teacher talk,

i sorta realised i've been a damn damn damn damn damn eff max slacker.

i know. dont roll your eyes.

like, my dad was totally cool with the whole thing of me passing one subject only and i guess i'm grateful he isnt those "i'm going to kill you for being such a dumbass daughter you have to go to a kickass jc" kind of fathers.

he was all for the "leave her be its her future" kind.

but not those "lets just let her rot" kind.

but the "i'll give you whatever i can to help you with your studies if you need it"

and "its up to you but i silently hope you can make me proud by doing well"

and "i support your artistic ambitions even though you may not make the most money but its the most important that you do what you love" and [quote]:"mummy and daddy will support you in whatever you plan for"

get it?

YOU SEE?!

like its so sweet!

so even though my mum is like queen of long drawn out naggism,

and my dad's anger fuse is way LONGER than mine,

[which says alot, seirously]

its a "mother thing" and "an eurasian thing" respectively.

i mean, they've accepted that their kid [ie me] is like more artistically inclined than math inclined,

and sure, it took awhile to convice them to accept me like that.

but i think they're great for doing so and not forcing me to be a scientific genius thing.

and i'm like, rebellious.

i've been like crazy ass rebellious,

drunk parties and late nights and all.

yet after all this talk talk talk talk talk nag shout talk fights talk talk talk,

i know i've gotta change to save myself from like total destruction.

and i wanna make my rents proud.

so i'm going on part-hiatus during june.

like blogging and computer once a week.

and like mugging the rest.

DONT ROLL YOUR EYES.

i will.

cause i dont wanna let them down.

and elaine has a death sentence for me if i dont get good o'level scores :)

and colin.

and christine.

and like alot of people.

so ciao ciao this is my last day of play ):

and the first day of a turning point :)

RELAX. the old party mel is not dead, just taking a holiday.

hahaha.

on the day of the last paper,

SHE'LL BE BACK.

now i'm relying on the MONSTERS and almost everyone else to please keep me in check like slap me if i begin slacking again.

esp gwen cause she'll be like the most ready to and con cause that girl got her head screwed on right.

this is insane right?

mel on a studyspree?

fingerscrossed i can do it :)

dear god,

please give me the strength to kick study ass and resist temptation of the lepak kind and all.

and block my mind from emotional distractions.

and also like,

give me an improved memory,

and more determination :)

amen.

&thisistotallysonotmebutiwillchangefromnowon:)

the great think-out :]

2009-05-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

today was a funny day :D

and i like thought alot D:

so now, as i have my hair mask on and a turban of towel on my head,

thou shalt go forth and bloggeth :D

got door banged and 5.30 today but i rolled around like a mad sushi [no this time i didnt fall out of my bed hurhur] and woke up at 6 :D heehee.

left arnd 6.40-ishhy :D

actually i was supposed to meet bbykinz at like 6fifteen but bloodyhell i havent slept well this past week my eyes like shrank 10% from baggage -.-

SORRY BIBSYPOPS! :[

so, i went to school and met monster gang! :]

SO SO SO ANYWAY TODAY WAS MAD MONSTER DAY.

literally.

we all wore like colored shoelaces and socks and hairrubberbands and hairclips in like mad mad colours yes it was damn coolio yay boomboom! :D

we were trembly scared though during assembly even though only gwengypoo and i had the balls to full break it all out in out colors whereas the others chagned only aft assembly.

[but bel tried to change her LUMINOUS YELLOW laces during the talk was damn funny haha]

k then was bazaar which was like CRAPPY FOOD MAX cause this year cause or recession(??!!) idk there was like less food than an LDC. like srsly.

i only ate cookies, fairyfloss, and malt candy.

diabetes induced much?? D;

then monsters, went to watch the second half/lastquarter of SILENT HILL jangjangjang bloody eff scary max gore funnaye i likeylikey much but no nichy to huggy there-y :( bumbum.

k anyhoo,

then went to the haunted house where i seriously got scared by some double bodied pair thing but i'm damn pissed cause i had to shake some cows hand at the end,

and she had like slime on her and and gdamt she kena my FOUR rubberbands and then i WAS IN THE FRONT CAUSE THE REST HAD NO BALLZ @ ALL so i kena like most slime which was like some pandan shyt and i came out looking and smelling like a KUEH -.-

so gross.

then blah blah yadah more tmrw i'm sleepy :)

&goodnightworldhahamyfingertired:p

brownies and whities!

2009-05-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

i'm like attempting brownies now :D

BAKE RAMPAGE MAX!!! :)

so i got bored of stirring and went to blog!

today was eff crap cuz like the periods were like OMGWTHBBQFRIENDRICECHICKENMACNUGGET.

fullstop.

and aft sch i lepaked with nichbby+jesh+josh1+josh2+kaiser+dan+PEANUT JUNIOR.

yurp.

i gave peanut junior to nich and he threw it in the air and all during lessons but as revenge it peed on him and bit and shat on him 23194071894781259 times HAHAHA.

but not on anyone else.

TOP GRADES ON HAMSTER HANDLING ACCORDING TO LEPAK AND MONSTER GANG!

1. JESHUA ANG - peanut jr fell frikin asleep in his palm wth!

2. 0.75 NICHOLAS NGOH - just cause :) hahaha. no la he was SOMEWHAT GENTLE.

3. CAI - cause she squealed with me when it did the rub head thing :D

4. JAZZYSCHMAZ - cause "ditto" and i'm biased :p

5. 0.75 GWENGY POO - cause she "ditto" and then some.

6. RYAN - cause he let the hamster use him as a jungle gym HAHAHA.

7. HAZEL+SEXY+CON+GEN+BEL - SQUEALS! <333

8. JOSH2 - said it was damn cute.

FAIL GRADES ON HAMSTER HANDLING ACCORDING TO LEPAK AND MONSTER GANG!

1. 0.25 NICHOLAS NGOH - for attempting to make it fly by throwing it into the air and LAUGHING. but i still love you bee :D

2. 0.25 GWENGY POO - cause she like almost threw pranut jr when he shat on her :p

3. ADAM ABDULLAH YAP QI SHEN - FAIL!!!! FOR BURPING INTO THE DAMN CONTAINER! >:(

4 JOSH1 - for screaming at it D:

NIL GRADES!

1. daniel tay - who was too engrossed in his itouch to care about peanut junior! D:<

LOL. ya i damn bored :D

so i just put them in the oven :)

and lets see how batch one'll turn out fingers crossed D:

-edit-

first batch chaoda :(

-cut-

k anyway at four i went off to investiture and i was cut of from the wrold until 6.30 walking up and down the length of the damn hall -.-

BUT ANYWAY TOMORROWS THE INVESTITURE FOR ME TO STEP DOWN WHOOSHIEPOPS! but no sec 4's are going then whos gonna scream for me?! :(

and on THURSDAY i can wear WHITE shoes.

THE IRONY is that although i've broken every other possible rule,

i still kept my black shoes on all the while.

YAY.

k bye.

OH YA SHIT I GOT 2.4 TMR -.-

&iloveyoubibz.

--snap--

2009-05-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

bsitgh again and again and again and again and again until you snap.

&fullstop.

3.5

2009-05-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

after three and a half friking hours,

4 burned bits of fingers,

1 litre of sweat,

and messy hair,

I'M DONE BAKING MY CUPCAKES!

and they're too sweet :'[

BUT I DONT CARE CAUSE TOMORROW WHEN YOU ARE GIVEN ONE YOU HAVE TO SMILE AND SAY IT TASTES WONDERFUL AND THAT YOU LOVE ME :p

KEKEKE^^

AND nichbbykins is taking me to the FLYER(!!!) tomorrow/today/friday!

i know i havent gone on the damn contraption yet la :[

AND AND i cut my GAP dress cause i was too lazy to alter it :D

go ahead :) shoot muah :p

btw had subway with bibsy today it was stupidly fun and we wasted our lives awhile in togetherness yay me :]

NNTY ILY :D

&FLYAH!

MAD WORLD.

2009-05-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna learn how to play mad world now and then i'm gonna try to bake cupcakes for fun to give ya'll tmr :]

ciao.

&todaywasfun:D

newclothes:]

2009-05-18T01:34:00.001+08:00

i just changed mah skin and it has three columns all the better to make "noise" with yay i gotta go sleep now i got fun on later :D yay! :)

&ihopeiwakeupontime:p

:) YTD :)

2009-05-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

YTD was damn mad effing funaroonietastic :)

cuz cuz i woke up,

and i was like PARTAYE! :D

so so so so so in the end i went to vivo to jalan my jalan with momokins and gwengypoo :)

kekeke.

and and and then @ night i met nichbby @ pp busstoppe and we went to timmy's welcome back pootaye frm america! :D

eff lot of yumyumfood and nichbib was like attacking the poor prawnies and courtnaye was helping me like shoo off the ants that were MEGAHUGE and crawling on my plate and cup and all :D

kechaagah.

then then then we like dipped our feet in the pool and the jacuzzi :p

kekeke.

fun la!

and then up to her house for more talkie

and COURTNEY THONG I LOVE YOU did my nails for me so now they're HAWT HAWT PINK WITH WHITE ABSTRACTY STRIPES hell yeah happy bodoh :D

but tmr i gotta clean it off :(

BUM.

neway, TADAYE, woke up like late and went to katong to meet the L4D-cru<333 minus KUA the bobo pangseh king +A&J<33 and chionged L4D until giddydoodles and then pouter2 <3 me nichbibs josh and novia went to great world city to eat dinzx with him and his fam :)

and then we walked arnd and its damn big i've NEVER been to great world city before and THE TOILETS ARE PURTTEY! :D

cause we went to the holland themed one and i thought of halina<3

and there were like clogs and windmills :)

and and and then went to haig courtey to lepaklepak and josh told us lame and corny jokes hurhur and i LOVED noviastina's<3 omgwthbbqfriedricechickenmcnugget and nicbibz was like extra cuddly today idk why but i was hugging him in excess :D kekeke ^^

today is a great day as will be tmr cause tmr its M&N and N&J and J&HY or J&ATLSE :)

yay! angels and demons! :D

&fundidlyumtious:]

LAMEN :p

2009-05-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

today was awesome :]

i think i can pass emath man! :D

and and and yurp after the paper nichbibsykins sent me home to change and he did too woohoo!

and then we went out :D

kekeke. met J(N), J(K), J(K) hahaha @ video world and then N(A) came :p

then ate makan chowed and split up into two groups! 1 was the L4D group one was the acoustics group!

haha. ofc i was in the latter so yurp we bussed to ksc and played one game haha shit i downa become an addict kekeke^^

saw shaky and adam and jesh kekeke and the peachhead jameson eff funny cause he left the dye on ytd like damn long -.-

OKAYE.

yurp i'm like happaye now cause then we left and waiting with J(K) for the bus and then she went off and then me and nichbbykins cabbed to vivo(!!!!!)

and we watched THE RAMEN GIRL which is awesome and then nich had the urge to eat RAMEN hurhurhur so we went to the jap gourmet town thing and makan-ed.

I TOTALLY HATE THE CHEF.

i was all up with my no spring onions less noodles LESS SPICY and what i got was HOTTER THAN CHUCK BASS K?!

imagine the MAGNITUDE of my MOUTHBURN.

EH-HOLE.

and then we jalaned and nich sent me home yay!

BTW EXAMS ARE OVER FOR ME (MID YEARS) SO YAY! I'MMA GNA FRIKIN PARTY UNTIL TUESDAY WHERE I'LL LOOK LIKE, HUNGOVER.

kekeke^^

&whoopeedoo!

CHUCK BASS.

2009-05-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

CHUCK BASS I LOVE YOU YOU ARE SO SWEET BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID FOR BLAIR AT HER SENIOR PROM.

i'm watching GG now season2 ep 24 and crying like shit.

oh my god.

chuck is so super sweet i'm so sorry i hated him in like the first few episodes.

omg :'( sob.

&iloveyounichbby:)

<3

2009-05-13T21:02:00.001+08:00

NNTYILY <3

&yayismsilurbbxchyouoodieboodiepie:]

k word post :D

2009-05-12T20:01:00.007+08:00

NOTE: IN THIS POST, MEL SWEARS AND SHE IS PISSED SO YA.

FUCK YOU IF YOU'LL GET OFFENDED.

I'M DAMN PISSED.

and i cant understand why a certain slut just cant give up.

MELANCHOLY AND REGRET MY ASS.

first right, hello, thing.

get your facts right.

angels to apologies?

macam one word only not god k?

he was in a game, so he wont bother stopping for a slapper like u.

and and and starbucks, he has with ME ty v. much.

castles, srsly. havent they burnt down yet? they've taken long.

triple dot, i conclude/ therefore,

you should realise knnxzx,

that despite a million and one fucking rants,

you'll not get no coffee, no boyfee.

EH. knn what lanjiao "sweetheart". he's fucking not YOUR sweet or sour or bitter heart. melaminepoisonstick. its not of fucking anyones care and i hope you die in your sleep from fatigue of broken hearts and your motherfake castles fall on your head and crush your ugly face and cb so you cant fuck arnd with o ppls boyfees k u cbfuckfacewhore.

u can wait and hope and pretend,

bt nothings gna fucking change so u can go fuck spider cb.

what swt drmz A.

eh fuck you la slutwhore.

Angela = MINE.

k. you blind ur eye kena poke by whose cock.

me and boyfriend.

not slut and boyfriend.

ur morals pole dancing in geylang IDC.

but u shld fucking knw if its not urs dont touch dont try to touch.

fuck you.

i ninja to your gdf house and burn you down you stupid twig.

die k.

whore.

fuck spider horse monkey dog cat baboon IDC.

just fuck the hell off.

fuck u vry much.

_l_

that, i learnt from your dear ANGELA.

&isrslyhateyouyoumotherfuckingslutfuckbitchgofuckcow.

aku tak tak stress :(

2009-05-11T22:01:00.007+08:00

Mel hasnt RLY studied for physics yet.

but i'm still calm :D

heeheeeheeeee.

today bibsykins came to visit me me me :DDD

and then he sent me to MPL to meet gwen hazel deniese <33333

sweetsugarpie :]

aye then i went home after NOT LONG D:

the horror!

it was still bright when i reached home!!

+ (OO) +

lol. that be the WTF sign :D

yeah so then then then i ate like dinner.

HAHAHA.

--DIVERSION--

and now we ALL know that groundless ASSUMPTIONS are BAD. and reality hits like a bitch :)

to the broken heart smashed and burned beyond recognition (or from the countless failed attempts)

for confirmation,

yes, that sorry really didnt mean a shit because B was busy with his own life,

MINUS you S.

and too bad it meant everything to you because you didnt have the balls,

and even if you did (cough)

they would have died when hit with rejection.

fullstop.

--CUT--

ayeaye.

so here are some pics from friday and today and stuffe!

and on sat we had some mothers day lunch thing at some restaurant at t3 :D

so some of that too :)

YES I KNOW I HAVENT PUT UP ALOT OF PICTURES IN A LONG TIME :]

wait STUDING WITH HAZEL GWEN DENIESE! :D

little men :)

productivity :p

and then OF COURSE WE PLAYED LA! this is my bestie gwen :) i love her alot.

and this is me looking constipated :p

k YURP and then on friday me and bibz went out :)

my smexy boyfriend :) MINE :p

us in the mirrar :D

and mothers day lunch! :D

whaliao her teeth nice! :(

consti-smile. courtney-smile.

tins's DUCK :)

hahaha.

my roomie if we're like 40 and still single :p

k ya then i bought like this CRAZY pink fest of PINK stuff for my TEETH :D

pink mouthwash! pink systema braces things! new second PINK 360 brush! :)

the PINK waterbottle and PINK comb just were there to EMPHASISE the PINKNESS of the whole situation! :p

my MARVELLOUS PINK MOUTHWASH :D

again.

k yup two pics from today :D

indian movie ONE.

indian movie two :D

K back off to bibsykins call cause i just finished eating :]

and i've been wearing two white tanks for the past two days haha.

topshop and cotton on.

same blardy diff i tell you.

its all about the price man -.-

ANYWAY,

life is B-E-A-UTIFUL.

BYEE!

&ilovemylifenow(:

NORIKO'S DINNER TABLE.

2009-05-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

http://www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-movie/suicide-circle-2-norikos-dinner-table/suicide-circle-2-norikos-dinner-table/

ENJOY :]

then say wthwthwthwthwth in rapid succession @ the ending :D

&aheartislikeaglass.

chashous

2009-05-08T23:06:00.004+08:00

k today was OKAYE.

cause now i actually think i may be able to pass emath :]

hoorah!

and then after that went out and about to like pp then town and watched HORSEMEN with nicholasngohtzeyung (:

surprise surprise :D

hah.

k anyway,

it was eff creepy and reminded me a little of "suicide club".

which you probably wont be able to find in singapore because it go banned from anywhere except japan where it was made :)

unless,

you like click on this and follow the parts down (: or you could watch ten minutes of it first to see if you wanna!

it has a pink border! :)

keh yup and its a full movie but they'll be banning it from singapore computers soon!

its like WARPED. this one has like things that will make you fear mrt trains.

but oh well,

its disturbing all the same how they could just maintain this straight face when going to DIE.

OHMYGOSH.

its like,

insane because their so pushed till they reached this point that death was just a viable option, not a hard choice.

but the plot makes it so crazy unreal when like this shit is happening.

FRAGILITY OF LIFE - max.

and the way they all joined up? and COUNTED like jolly goons?!

oh my gosh.

i cried like madass watching this la. i was damn freaked out.

BTW,

its an ART FILM so its okay to be like "HUH".

AND, check out "noriko's dinenr table" too cause its the prequel/sequel to this.

will upload if i find it soon!

WARNING: HIGH VIOLENCE LEVELS (its like more than r rated. its banned from theatres everywhere)

DISTURBING PLOT

JAPANESE CHICKS IN NICE UNIFORMS (omg jealousy!)

RELATIVELY SADISTIC ENDING

CREEPY!

and dont ask me about the nurse thing in the later scenes.

they're japanese!

its okay if they dont make total sense! :p

okay nuff said.

CLICK.

& had subway again today :D

&whatswithpeopleandhavingissuesmindingtheirownbusiness?

HERPES-QUEEN.

2009-05-07T21:11:00.008+08:00

firstly, i'm not your bloody darling girl.

strike that.

second, i dont whine as much as you, i talk about it.

i dont whine out 12471389625784516341453 guys name just to say hi or do a sad excuse of stick-like peace sign.

me puny?

well i guess the only way you can be related to the word will be by those two that reside on you?

well, i guess maybe now you have something kaiser might want.

(sunmaid anyone?)

dont i make you blow up?

whatcha gonna do? shoot to the roof like a misaimed rocket? sure, you might punch a hole through it, but you'd shoot to space and never come back. yipee.

oh i'm sorry, drag YOUR name through the mud?

how about you dragging another's otherhalf through a whole wreck of suggestive texts and suggesting being a SECOND GIRLFRIEND.

i wonder.

well, we saw you try the BROTHER-BESTFRIEND thing.

but ~~darling~~ THING, magazines dont always work.

you're a classic example.

mud splashed on me?

me dragging you though the mud?

YOU'RE NOT WORTHY OF THE MUD DAMMIT.

eeeew.

herpes?

okay, maybe was wrong.

but if crushing on guys could catch you those?

you'd be a walking STD.

and, i'll never know what you've tried already.

M.C.

retarded? me?

oh. look who's freaking about returned shopping goods.

"little insecurity showing"? at least mine's LITTLE,

everyone has their insecurities, dont you know?

or are you too busy lusting to realise?

REMEMBER, you're the "big" one here, so i guess,

if you want to put insecurities into ratio-ed proportions,

you need more than a psychiatrist.

boohoo.

bashing? oh you sad strange creature.

remember, use your words right.

"herpes" may have been used in the wrong context.

and i guess, maybe, just a b for literature doesn't make you anymore successful in the language.

if you were mature,

you'd have known when to stop.

so dont be a cliche.

gracious? maybe.

cause you wanted to "share".

BUT I DONT.

and,

i dont need to grow up already,

i'm perfectly happy at this level.

because at this level i dont stick out like a sore thumb,

and at least most people share around the same height as me.

i guess it helps with connecting better.

oh and by the way,

guys like girls who actually EAT,

and look like they DO.

this,

is not bloody africa.

oh, and your mantra, weirdos below your eye level?

heels, wedges and stilettos exist.

"especially insecure"?

well,

at least i'm not FICKLE.

and say that the only guy you'll ever love is "No.1", and no one else could compare?

well well well,

what about your number 2 and 3 and 4 and 5 and 6 and 7 and 8 and ... etc ... etc.

and if i came off as PUNY.

or maybe you could say i'm short,

or fat.

but,

i can wear heels,

and i can lose weight.

suck on that.

oh, and i wear size 6 or 8.

~~darling~~ girl, my mantra of today for you is:

BIG THINGS COME IN SMALL PACKAGES.

&askankthatliesdecievesandmanipulatesanddoeswhatevertheyneedtogethim
outofyourarmsandintotheirsneverwillsucceed

tres horriblest.

2009-05-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

!exams!

weren't so bad after all :)

i know.

THIS, coming from MEL.

i bet all you people are like gonna have some party for predicted a1's now :]

hurhur.

okay anyway,

the english papers were okayyy i guess.

and tuesday brought with it the lovely CL(baby) paper 1 and lit!

both were. um. joke. and not enough time. respectively.

wed. amaths.

fullstop. gg.com.sg/melissapriscillaess.

cl(baby) paper 2,

and social studies.

TRIPLE KILL.

today was geog and spa :D

okay anyway.

I'M SUPER WORRIED ABOUT MY WRITING cause now its like shitass, ass.

like,

crap.

its so horrible i cant take it and i'm so flipped that i'll get a fat zero for all my writing papers,

aka,

all.

yurp.

i dunno why :(

bumeo.

neway,

I HAVE TOTALLY REGRETTED NOT ADDING ANOTHER NAME :[

i want one now!! :(

horrigible max.

btw btw btw, ytd went with gwen poo to subzxz for yumyums and saw something :D

KEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE^^

and to get there i walked from SCHOOL TO SINGPOST THEN SINGPOST TO EUNOS :)

i'm so proud of me!

tweedledum and tweedledee made more babies :D

i'm damn happaye now :)

and i miss you christine anastasia ess :'[

you NIAP.

out soon!

btw,

TGTF!

thank god tomorrows friday.

ONE WORD.

LEPAK.

i miss ten thousand people and my social life now is like zero :(

bloody hell.

:'(

i shall go and try to study emath now.

PRACTICE!

-.-

&noonelikesextrafiddles

just cause

2009-05-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

aeikostx.livejournal.com

just cause.

&lovelovelove

CONFIRMATIONZXZXZXZ! :D

2009-05-03T20:52:00.004+08:00

ohmegee confirmation was TADAY manxzxzxzxz!!! :D

super eff hectic and super eff tired maximuxzxz.

so so so i woke arp round like elebanthirtaye and like stoned around watching spongebob!! and the bridge to terebithia! :}

kekeke^^

then i rushed like some mad hog to bathe and scrub and change into my awesomestawesome confirmation dress : lIl SEE SEE SEE?! that is a braces smile :P

omg i'm so nonsensical. -.-

MEL.

k then i ate like some black peppah chicken and egg and ham and rice thang,

IRRELEVANTE.

and i rushed to church.

WHALIAO.

the church was MAD packed.

and everyone was like MAD squashed and MAD blur.

it was MADXZXZXZ.

met janice jessicah joycelyn jj(i'm kidding) hahaha.

and yvette at foyer :D

then godmah<3>

but whatever!

then went into the church,

swept nichbby up along the way,

and then had the whole rite thing and got "slapped" by the archbishop.

LOL.

k ya and then MINGLED!

kekeke.

shane, roy, van, marcel, derek, didntseematt, ryan, calvin, marcus+his girlfriend(aisha), basil, kevin+colin, aunty angela, sherilyn+jonn, and etc etc etc :D

kekeke. i got pressies manzxzxzx :D

colin marcus choo choo choo you are awesome yay you gave me a rose!

roy and vann bighugsandkisses for the minibouquet!

aunty angela for the plaque thing!

GODMA<3>

shane for another rosary!

aunty june for the bookmark!

LOVE YOU ALL! :)

and i'm really really glad nichbby made it :D

kekeke.

AND

i just realised aunty junes godson is

BENJI.

WTH!

so me and benji were like eff stunned and found it damn funny when our godmothers were catching up and introducing us to each other!

LOL.

k whatever.

then went to godma's for pizza and doughnuts and all!

hahaha.

and dropped nich home!

pictures soon!

van hasnt uploaded them yet :D

YAY!

&babyitmeantsomuchthatyoucame[:

CONFIRMATIONZXZXZ :O

2009-05-03T00:16:00.004+08:00

omg its confirmation tomorrow/later and i'm damn scared/excited!

nichbby is coming! :)

[aka he'll be meetin the whole jinbang of eurasianosity :D]

yay!

there was an emergency just now cause i tried my dress for like the first time evah @ home and it was like a frikin gown omegee horrigible-max so i went to alter/edit the thingumee! :D

but now itsl ike nysah! :D

yaynessanus! :p

yurp.

out with gwengy taday.

EFF FUN MAX.

shopshopshopsinghopshop.

MISSSIXTY! and DOROTHY PERKINS! and BORDERS!

yay!

miss her much already!

AND,

HAPPY TWO YEAR TWO DAY LOVERSARY NICHOLAS NGOH TZE YUNG :]

i love you.

very much.

to infinity max.

forever.

yayness!

ohkay.

so tomorrowlater i'm gonna have to scrub and exfoliate and yada yada and do my hair till like twelve ish?

then lunch with rents and CHURCH and around 1.30/40 ish?!

kekeke! ^^

oh ya btw people,

i got my top row in alrdy :D

CHEEZXZZXZXZ :)

i KNOW i look like i'm grimacing but hohoho i wasnt la. :D

and after that i ate u-mian for dinner,

and on friday i ate MACWINGS for lunch and then CHICKEN RICE and CHURROS for dinner,

and today/saturday,

i ate cheese cake, and choco crunch and nuts and one-ton nooooodles and clam chowder and croquettes and all :)

SO,

braces didnt really affect my eating style :D

kekeke ^^

but SHIT now my tummy is pouchy :[

and friday was fun MAX!

woke up to visit peilian <3

and then went to godmahs to play with major and toby and dino :]

and colin taught me physeeks!

yayayy!

then went to klp to watch XMEN orgins :D

YURP!

so i hopeth for tomorrow/today to be wonderful. amen :)

&iloveyouNNTY!

still sick//

2009-04-24T20:21:00.003+08:00

i'm still sick yes potatoes!

today i woke up ard 10 ish to call connie dear to ask her to help with the extrication/excavation of my books/aftefacts from under the table, after she lovingly did so =MUAHMUAH= her phone got passed around for me to squeal my hellos like a mad hog to everyone who picked up.

i miss con gwen taaahbie hy limbu hazel sexy deniese gen bel cai all!

EVERYBODAY.

but anyway taday mel had HUMAN contact cause nichbby paid a visit :D

yayyay!

then we went to eat like MACS (!!!!!) (suicidal i know but lets live on the edge a while)

kekeke ^^

then like we went to like this bench thingy where there was a clearing amongst all the blocks and we watched the sun/sky [cause we didnt see no sun. just bright to dark]

so we camped there and talked and oh ya,

worth remembering:

me thinking he was trying to stick a finger into my nose to irk me when he was just trying to prevent me from banging my head against the table cause i was lying on his other crooked arm/leg.

HAHAHA.

sweet i know ooops conclusion jumping- mel.

all my posts are so unbolded and italic-ed now cause i guess i'm stressed for the coming in one week omg wtf mid years!

yeah.

gotta start studying man.

DONT ROLL YOUR EYES.

hahaha.

langlangs all of you.

then i got a phone call from emma<3

but oh wth i was sick and all and yvett-luv wasnt going to so i called audrey[heyheyhey] to tell her i was on my deathbed and couldn't come :)

she said she'd send me flowers.

haha.

bloody joker.

oh ya.

MARCHE.

next post la.

big fat over detailed post because its MARCHE.

oh and i watched black snake moan and norbit and mr magorium's wonder emporium and that jump basketball thing and tigger and pooh and jimmy neutron today :D

yay me.

mtv l8er.

and i'm waiting for nich to finish his stuff to call me i miss him already hurhurhur.

YAY!

&iknowi'mnotmakingmuchsenseinthispost(:

shamble your rambles you lumpy mangrels

2009-04-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna ramble now.

so shut up all and listen to MEL.

SUNDAY

met nich at klp awhile to watch him eat kfc. geddit? k-- and k--.

LOL

then we went to like cathay cine to watch like another action show thingumee.

and then we went to marche to eat dindin it was awesome. more soon.

-suddden cut-

because i'm sick with cold fever sorethroat blocked and leaking nose a painful hacking thing called cough and headaches with nausea thrown in just cause.

i'm going to rot to death now.

ciao.

&iknowisoundlikeapessimisticarsenow

madness.

2009-04-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

today was madness and fatigue.

i ate a banana.

thank you.

goodbye (:

*bow*

&yadayadayada

ommgp

2009-04-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

OMMGP.

i just realised that if i go for phototaking at eleven bloody forty tomorrow i have to waste one hour and ten bleddy mins extra at school whaddasheet.

the world is damn mighty cruel.

URGH.

and you know how when mel bathes she brings her phone into the toilet to keep the music up cause she has silencephobia and then likes to sing along cause of the echo-ey thingumee?

(well, NOW you know if you you didnt already)

yeah.

and i got like four blank texts from ben.

-.-

madness!!

so i'm not going to reply but thats not the POINT.

the point was that i "thought cool" to put in a message ringtone today.

and i chose "beautiful" by akon-lalala as it just cause i finally got UN-sick of it.

but NOW,

i'm bleddy sick of it again.

BUM.

and i'm giving up gg for tonight (!!!!!!) omg!

cause i'm like too tired to figure out the scandal and to jump up and down like a mad hopper in front of my computer in frustration when

SPOILER COMING UP:

blair loses control so she sleeps with the "insect" and then she loses it and then goes to CHUCK

when he comes to look for her at her self-destruct chi-chi pootaye.

and tells him "TAKE ME NOW." all sultry and smouldering H-O-T capital HOT!

and CHUCK is pinned to the damn wall by sexually-charged blair,

and REJECTS!

HE SAYS NO!

because he loves her!

like BUT THEY SHOULD'VE BEEN TOGETHER AGES AGO.

and one minute its CHUCK. and another its BLAIR who's being a bum.

URGH.

okay.

i'm off to woodshed now :D

awhile.

OMFGG! :]

now i understand.

&sohahthekfcortheomelettefirst?!!!!!

DO A QUICKIE B-)

2009-04-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

okay heres a quick unbolded ramble.

today was syf it was KRAZAY APE SHIT but i think we were ALL awesome.

we missed math and all today yay yay yay!

and more about that in next post another not so fcuking rush day.

i am tired like mad it doesnt feel like ten it feels like damn damn late.

i want to sleep :(

GAAA.

and i havent bathed.

i've been stinking up my living room with "essence-of-good-look" since like eight ooops hahahaha.

okay i am like emotionally quite drained from giving my all for todays syf thingumee.

and ya.

i cant even SQUAT properly.

but nich was a nice bbyboyfriend and i got a massage wheetwhootnudgewink.

& the last "choices" lesson is tomorrow.

i am going to try to live by the loverboys mantra and TANK like a fish "just cause".

yes.

let us all be army truck like and resemble a large hollow glass figure.

school ends at ten thirty tomorrow.

but goddamit i have to meet at eleven bleddy forty tomorrow in front of the mural wall for phototaking for council.

naohia.

thats like puki-max.

i'm like tired out but happy?

idk.

today was great.

the morning afternoon and night ;)

thanks bbybbybby for like,

idk,

just hanging la.

like we always do :F

hohohoheeheehee.

today we didnt spill no chilly yay.

btw now at the back of my knees, the jointy things,

they're breaking out in like rashy things wth.

and my face from all the make up today.

langlang.

kaye.

i'mma gonna wash up,

and watch gg :D

love and sex and magic!

&thisistheonlyitalic-edpart[:

boof.

2009-04-12T23:44:00.015+08:00

today was rubbish.

top to toe left to right up to down it was shit.

except maybe a little redemption from all the gloom in the evening.

then everything was shit again.

i'm sick of scheming slimy hoolahays who attempt UNSUCCESSFULLY to twist their stick like branches around TAKEN boys.

and when you're nice, you get ostracized.

not once.

TWICE.

even though you try to be the UNDERSTANDING girlfriend.

what the fuck.

IF YOU HAVENT TALKED IN YEARS AFTER SEEING EACH OTHER FOR SO LONG,

then why the fuck start now?

because he became hotter? funnier? nicer?

all of the damn above?

or maybe S is just being well S.

an indecisive flapper.

seeing you try and try,

and failing and failing,

why cant you give up already?

or stick to one?

WHO'S SINGLE FOR GODSAKE.

desperate? yes.

morally/girlworldy just? NO.

so please listen to daddy god upstairs,

-You shall not steal.

so hands off.

-You shall not covet your neighbour’s house; you shall not covet your neighbour’s wife, or male or female slave, or ox, or donkey, or anything that belongs to your neighbour.

M.I.N.E

so do the right thing.

c'mon.

everyone knows the whole "start texting him compulsively, make him your best friend after failing to make him your "brother", invite him out one on one, and ATTEMPT [unsuccessfully] to have a "TALK" with him one-to-one. where at? {SOMEWHERE}"

magazine lessons might work,

but now the secrets out,

so dont try.

dont. even. try.

What upsets me is not only that you lied to me,

changing names in a phonebook to unsuccessfully hide your attempted rendezvous',
but that from now on I can longer believe you.

I'm so sick and tired of acting like I'm fine because truthfully,

I'm not.
You were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, my friend, bestfriend even?
I acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, I didn't think it did but the tears are here and
I now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world.

I guess i just have to accept that you aren't the person that i once knew and that we aren't the friends that we once were.

Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask you why cant we "JUST STOP THE PARANOIA".

Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.

because along with all your false pretences and fake smiles,

your cloudy castles and magical lands,

you really are shit,

to me.

must i now stand ready to hand out the next poor guy you happen to chance upon a set of full armor, to prevent them form the onslaught of PMS and attempted forced love from you?

or should i just watch you try yet again and enjoy the look on your face when he finally slaps you in the face with the cold truth?

they both sound pretty enticing to me but i guess i'll just wait and see.

this is for you by the way ;

you're a snobby little bitch and you hurt me really bad.
Though you think it's funny and only time will tell,
that payback is a bitch and I hope you burn in hell.
Although you were my good friend, that I will admit
but when it comes to being a true one, little slut-ho',

you ain't shit.

so, stop TRYING already.

&i'm sorry did my back hurt your knife?

obliveration

2009-04-06T03:11:00.002+08:00

okay so far for he past three days or so, i've been on major hiatus.
MAJOR. hiatus.
it's been one heck of a crazy wild bumpy ride.
but i've grown through this whole experience.
now its three in the morning, i'm sick.
my throats sore, i have no voice, and a spliting headache to add to the din.

but anyway, i enjoyed the past four days.
friends and all.
:]

yay.

thanks for the stupid hours of drunken fun and the laughter and lepak which helped me get over my issues

love you much :D

&it'llallgetbettersoon.

MEL IKA CONFUSED/HAPY MYAH MYAH SHMIYA

2009-03-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

happy la :D

just damn happy! ;D

hur hur hur.

wht week was mostly saddy saddy until friday!

TGIFOMGWTHYAY!

haha.

neekbby was rly nicey nicey and after skating and seeing him and ZIG(zag) staring at me in my KOOL yellow ~~bucket~~ helmet and stuff,

i found this little sack of stuffe on me table :D

ohemgee the cutiesweet bought me like exactly what the love doctor ordered la!

toblerone, COFFEE, and a phonecard :OOOOO

mushiesmile-max :}

hurhur.

so eet was like a historic sweet thingumee so so i like took peekchas!

(DUH)

and yurp then outie to vivo with bbykins and i fell in toys r bloody them.

and ya. i landed in a half split thing whaliao. then today i got some fishball lump thing on my kneee.

PANTAT.

then i played with bubbles and i went to jumpjump :D

hahaha.

YAY!

today was drama till like 12 and then i went home and mass and dinner @ fish and co the food sucked i dont like it anymore :(

now i'm nauseous max!

:'(

OH. and ;;

i love you nicholas ngoh tze yung hug and kiss forever we'll be ewe and me even though sometimes i turn into a paranoidpantat and all and you hug me until i shut up and melt into you and i love you alot and you do alot of stewpit theengs but i do too so i love you and when we to stoopid things together its different and i likey likey doing tangos in the middle of nowhere's with you although sometimes when you start singing in a high pitched voice like a girly its abit disturbing but oh well what the heck i cant really reach your mouth to cover eet so i usually give up but i still love you alot and also whan you suddenly buy me beeg phat stuffed toys for no reason so now my bed is half full but there'll always be space for both of us i'll keek them all out cause when i lie in your arms everything feels right and i feel safe and that everytheeng will be okay as long as you're here and i know everyone reading this will prolly be having goosebumpies and all but its okaye i lurbbzch ewe and i dont care who knows how much i do yay yay yay i want to say those two words behind a white mosquito net thing facing you and then pash you half to death all the way to our magical carriage that will take us to the moon and all the other places we talked about and we will be happy and we'll come back with nick/mel junior and and maybe i'm just typing all this cause i'm quite sure now i guess you'll change and i want to believe you so i'm going to dive straight into the deep end again and hope this time i float and the main point of this whole jinbang of words is that i love you.

&ilurbbzchlurbbzchewebby!

-d&d-

2009-03-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

i put blank into the pink cage.

now cuddles jr, peanut, niapniap, goose, pudgy and mouse are dead.

all i saw was their rotting carcasses.

MOTHER BUM :[

okay.

ya.

today haseth beeneth a saddeth day.

wanted to eat dinner out with scully :[

SORRY!

i just felt damn out of it so i havent text 'cell back since monday night shit!

i feel damn damn damn damn damn mean :[

SORRY! :(

ooops! alamak.

okay aye.

shit is happening like everywhere.

like some mad exploding jamban.

spurting poopoo out every bloody where.

so now my posts are like BORING max.

i havent done lit log.

haha.

WHATEVER.

the world is cruel bang bang :[

SNORE.

&clapbangkiss

--

2009-03-19T22:10:00.001+08:00

i would very much like to settle it all now.

&goodbye

cough cold sore throat migraine body ache muscle cramp fever

2009-03-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

cough cold sore throat migraine body ache muscle cramp fever.

&die

BANANAS AND BUMS.

2009-03-09T22:03:00.002+08:00

i think i'm about to go bananas with all the conflicts prancing about me like bloody hors d'œuvres at a bass cocktail party.

the workload is crazy, the teachers suddenly seem calmer than me.

and i guess to most or all the world i'm looking like a total slacker because i AM slacking (sort of) and no one is hearing the sirens in my head muffled by all the food i'm stuffing myself with.

i'm so messed with all the melodrama doing ho-hahs around me.

hello world.

meet melissa minus the blah.

&nomorecompetitions

SWEET DREAMS

2009-03-02T23:07:00.005+08:00

sup (:

its like late now la.

so short jimjam.

M.M. is growling into my ear now yay! ;]

*sappysmile*

i dont care if "some of them want to use" me :]

YAYYAYYAY!

hohoho.

i'm not making sense again aye?

WHY DO YOU PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTAND THE RAMBLINGS OF MY MARVELOUS MIND :p

HAHAHA.

keh ya anyway today drama was madness la.

run here carry there :(

HAND PAIN! [note to blur faces: i pulled like my arms or something i think cause they hurt when i move like what the hell right? :[ but they hurt so ya. ask con. she's a testimony for my moaning.] [haha. that sounded WRONG!]

and the tests were OKAY i guess.

*note- mel is referring to the feeseeks.

LOL.

ya. k.

so yadayadah hoo-ha.

i'm so pissed(!) that "sweet dreams" has kena-ed remade into a hippity hoppity song.

NOW DONT GET ME WRONG.

i still lurve ma soul moosik.

BUT STILL.

oh my gosh.

its "SWEET DREAMS".

DARK.

LYRICAL.

SEXY.

MM.

EURYTHMICS.

SWEET DREAMS.

now boomchikaahchika sweetdreams.

SEE THE DIFF?

OHMYGEE.

tres depressante.

oh ya.

today i ate like a mad pig and the possibilty that i'm turning into one has just increased by like what 100%.

i'm a dead duck.

-I WANNA GO TO RJA DAMMIT AND I'M BROKE.

mothachucker

:[- <--haha. looks like a goatee. EEEW.

okay la.

acthurely,

i'm not broke :OOOOO

i just got ALOT of things to buy for something UP AND COMING.

*cough*

YA.

mel's new phrase of the week

"HOWDY-HOO!"

cause like the ittybitty piece of turd said it in southpark's hannukah episode.

HAHAHA.

btw, have you seen eric without his hat?

HAHAHA.

i'm gonna be a cow and not show you so go find it online :p

i laughed till i cried and i laughed somemore until food came out my nose.

NO. I'M KIDDING.

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA.

{sorry for madness}

HHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

okay. BTW, the neaw is starting a whole NEAW revolution.

YAY!

geddit. pun. NEAW=NEW.

hahaha.

NEAW LA. NEAW IS NO ACTURELY.

cuz i'm kool like dat B-]

and and and YAH, sec 4's you guys aint gettin back your english level tests from last week cause i havent taken it.

HAHAHA.

i am the black sheep :p

OKAY.

before all you steak-ho's come with your knivey things,

I'M GONNA TAKE IT TMRW AFTER SCHOOL EVEN THOUGH ITS THE ONLY BLOODY DAY AFTER 1872986921541907389027 DAYS THAT I GOT NOTHING, NAH-BLOODAY-THING, AFTER SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!

OH THE INJUSTICE OF THIS CRUEL WORLD! BANGBANG! DIE DIE DIE!!

so that,

is for you guys.

you know you love me :D

HEHEHHEHEHEHEH.

ya i got drama (again) on sat YAY.

its some movement work thing and we're gonna get an italian/brazilian hunky hunky or babe to coach us.

YAY! :]

there's a test on DIFFERENTIATION tmrw. [JANG JANG JANG!]

WHATEVER.

i'm tired.

i. am. going. to. sleep.

SCREW YOU TEST!

I'M GOING TO LALA LAND!! :F

*ADDED- its eleven bloody forty bloody two now i wanted to sleep at ten thirty shit i am gonna be shag like shagged shag tmrw again :( bum.*

*on a third note- i saw another rainbow today. YAY!*

&bangbangbiggedyboof!

RAINBOWS AND RAIN! :D

2009-02-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

OKAY YA mel copyrights YES, NO, POTATO?! and NEAW! and YADA YADA! and BOOMCHIKACHIKABOOMZAP! and AEIKOSTX.

YURP.

yaya. so due to my super lousy broken down fizzed up and deep fried in butter yumyum memory system in my head,

i'm posting this and refering to my phones pictures for some sparking of any events or YADA this week :D

V-DAY WAS AWESOME! YAY! woohoo!

i got a hell load o candy and stuffeys! :D yayayayayayay!

i am loved :p

with THE BOYFRIEND I GOT FLOWERS.

F-L-O-W-E-R-S.

happy bodoh (:

AND ON SAT, went to syafiqah's 16th!

hahaha

the food was good! :D

then watched "the other end of the line" which was awesomeomgeveryoneshouldwatchit yay!

then christine's 18th on like the 24th!

yayay.

everything was mad! as per usual protocol :p

i kena whack my the bloody coleeen choo.

I KILL YOU BODOH :}

and i was joking about trini <33333

and and and kev wore a frikin hairband HAHAHA.

GAY.

and yeah. all the usuals were there la.

DAMN FUN.

<3>

25th went to H.C. then walked THE GUNIANG :P

to rg.

IN THE RAIN AND I LENT HIM MY FILE TO KEEP HIS HAIR DRY I KNOW I'M DAMN SWEET.

and then walked to parkway and saw a PURTTAYE RAINBOW!

NICE RIGHT?! i was standing in the drizzle like a giggling goon when i shot this.

OMG RAINBOWS ARE AWESOME!

the 26th was another LEPAKcausetheweathershiok day :)

and today, eh no, YTD, 27th feb. was fun fun fun madness max and i took like three pictures of trees! :)

hahaha.

i'm being delirious and stuff again! B-)

CIAO BELLA! <3

&deesismadnesseveybadae!MADNESS!(:

test results

2009-02-23T22:59:00.001+08:00

okay okay la :]

today was mad fun :D

&yadahyadahyadah!

colours

2009-02-23T22:58:00.001+08:00

Name: melissa
Date: 2/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 54637012

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.

Your inherent powers and perseverance are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. You have a great deal of resilience which is being overtaxed by the continued attempt to overcome existing difficulties but you are sticking to your objectives in spite of the intolerable pressure. After considerable reflection you believe that it is impossible to reverse the situation and so you would truly like to be free of it altogether.

Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

SIAN.

2009-02-22T12:25:00.001+08:00

i'm sick today :(

&i'msorryforthecrappypostdidyouallmissme?(: